UG!!

Ok I KNEW I shouldnt have done it but I was feeling desperate and all it did was make me pissy. I weighed myself. I was feeling bloated and ugly and I thought maybe I will weigh myself and that will make me feel better.. well fuck! I knew I was holding water.. so why did I do that? Anyways.. I listened to two of the subliminals today.

I ate a bowl of cereal for breakfast. Went with my son and watched him eat Jack in the Box but didn't eat any myself. I had left over Winger's for lunch. 2 small slices of frozen pizza for dinner and before that a glass of Ritz crackers and milk for a snack. I was hungry each time but I will admit I ate semi consciously.

I tried to increase my water intake and have been taking some fiber pills. Maybe that's what is causing my bloatiness?

Oh well .. tomorrow will be a better day.

I love my kids, I love my grandson and I love me!!